It all ended

Wasn't I waiting for this moment from long. It finally has arrived. Perhaps, this is how India felt when it became Independent. And I want to live every second of this moment. This was what I eagerly waited for and looked forward to all these days. This is the moment that fuelled me all these days. It provided me all the energy and focus all these days.
The shocker, the nightmare, the unpleasant of all feelings when blended together may not weigh against this. It is now going to be a cremation of the past.

Endured it all for about month and a half. What a sigh of relief it is !!! Nothing so far has forced me stretch to the max, squeezing everything out of me the way this did. To top it all, all this happened out of pure unwillingness.

Intrusion into one's personal space is the worst and the last thing that one would ever least want to experience. And living with it for such a long time is unimaginable.

Literal madness, tear-filled eyes, sheer unwillingness, extreme repulsion from the office environment, fear of work, desperate-wait to go home, frequent phone calls for diversion, longest work hours, sacrificed week ends, foregone food
the project that I was part of made a mess out of my life.

It was a feeling of being jailed and a feeling of slavery.

The mind went all blank for a while. It was indeed a shocker.

Being constantly at it to finish off the work, amid an environment like this is what I had to coerce my mind to do all these days.

The mind was never willing.

I had to never let the project that I had all my love for down amidst all these.
At the same time, I had to manage the other work. I was sandwiched between both these but finally tided over it all somehow and saw to it that the RAR project did not suffer a setback for any reason.

I want to embark on a new journey as this all ends putting all behind.

Thanking almighty that I finally saw it through.